I thought I could wait

Ok, so the cheap-o in me had to Pre-order Breaking Dawn through Amazon.com for like half the price. But I have to tell you this wait is excruciating!!!! What was I thinking!!!!

I was at Barnes & Noble yesterday and I was this () close to buying a copy just to start reading it already. I called Amazon.com to get a better feel for when to expect the book and they assured me that it's supposed to come in tomorrow. FINALLY!!! On top of all this my sister was at my house yesterday and I practically fainted when I saw she was more then half-way through the book. She tried to talk about it but I just pinched my ears and told her not to say a thing. I want to be totally surprised when I read it. I'm almost fanatical about this book. What's wrong with me?

V.